Dominic Haxton sanafune kwenikweni kupanga kanema wina wamfupi. Anali atachita kale zinayi ndipo anali atawonera kanema wowopsa womwe anali wokonda kwambiri. Mwamwayi kwa ife, mnzake adamunyengerera kuti apange imodzi. "Usikuuno Ndiwe" ndi imodzi mwa mabuku.

"Usikuuno Ndiwe" atsegulira CJ atakhala pambali pa dziwe posowa kuyeretsa kwakukulu. Pamene akuyang'anitsitsa pamadzi, timamva kuti moyo si momwe amafunira. Timamutsata kuti tibwerere kunyumba yake yamagalimoto ndipo usiku wake umatembenuka akapatsidwa zidziwitso kuchokera ku pulogalamu yolumikizira. Mfuti yoyenerera ndiyabwino ndipo avomera kukumana.

Kenako amabwera ndikulangizidwa kuti akakumane kuseli kumbuyo. Koposa zonse, khalani chete.

"Ndinkafuna kusewera ndi chiyembekezo cha omvera komwe zoopsa zimachokera," akufotokoza Haxton. “Akafika kaye kuseli, uwona zithunzi zamatsenga ndipo umadabwa kuti chikuchitika ndi chiyani. Kenako mumakumana ndi mnyamatayo ndipo ali ngati wodabwitsa koma amapitilira ndikumalumikizana ndikudabwa zomwe zikuchitika. Kenako abambo a mnyamatayo atuluka mnyumba ndipo mukuganiza kuti mwina akopa CJ kunjaku ndipo amupanga kanthu kena. ”

Pamene mnyamatayo, Hunter, amapita kukakumana ndi abambo ake, tazindikira nthawi yomweyo kuti uwu siubwenzi wabwino. Abambo amafunsa kuti adziwe zomwe mwana wawo amachita ndipo akasayankha, awuza kuti alowe. Pamene onse akubwerera m'nyumba, CJ aganiza kuti tsopano mwayi wake wachoka. Mwayi ndi waufupi komabe galimoto ina ikulowa ndipo mlaliki wa tawuni yaying'ono ndi mkazi wake akutuluka mgalimoto.

Popanga chigamulo chachiwiri, CJ amalowa mnyumbamo kudzera pawindo, kuti apeze Hunter, wachinyamata wokondeka yemwe adangogonana naye kwakanthawi kochepa, womangidwa ndikumenyedwa pakama. Amayamba kumumasula koma amakakamizidwa kukabisala mu kabati pomwe bambo, abusa, ndi akazi awo amalowa mnyumbamo. Ndipo, owerenga, ndipamene mantha enieni amayamba.

Momwe abusa amapempherera Hunter, ndidatsimikiza kuti akuyesera kutulutsa gay mu iye. Ndimachokera m'tawuni yaying'ono kumidzi ya kum'mawa kwa Texas ndipo lingaliro ili silinandibwerere. Sizitenga nthawi yayitali, komabe, kuti omvera ndi CJ azindikire kuti pali zambiri zomwe zikuchitika pano.

Mukuwona munthu uyu atangokhala kuti wagwidwa.

"Nkhani yomwe ndinali nayo inali kuthetsa mantha akugonana amuna okhaokha m'tawuni yaying'ono, kukhala ndi makolo ako, ndipo sakudziwa zakugonana kwako," mkuluyu anandiuza. "Chifukwa chake tidasewera ndi fanizoli loti munthu wina woponderezedwa amakhala ngati chiwanda mkati mwawo. Pali anthu omwe amakhulupilira kuti amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ali ndi mizimu. Mutha kupita pa YouTube ndikuwona makanema a 'chiwerewere'. "

Haxton akutembenuza chiwerewere mozondoka, komabe. Kodi chimachitika ndi chiyani mukafuna kutulutsa chiwerewere mwa munthu wina ndipo zikadzapezeka kuti alidi ndi mizimu? Haxton akufuna kudziwikiratu, komabe, kuti sakulimbikitsa lingaliro loti wina amayambitsa mnzake.

"Anthu ambiri anena kuti ndikuganiza kuti ndimagonana ndi ziwanda," akutero. "Pali lingaliro loti ngati mupanga kanema wazowopsa wazithunzithunzi ndiye kuti munthuyo kapena munthu ameneyo sangakhale woyipa chifukwa ndiye kuti mukuganiza kuti kuchita chiwerewere ndi kukhala woyipa. Iwo adatsutsa Kukhala chete kwa Mwanawankhosa chifukwa adati zidapereka chithunzi cholakwika cha anthu opitilira muyeso. Anachitanso zomwezo ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha mu Basic Instinct. Nthawi iliyonse yomwe timawona ziwonetsero za otsogola mwamantha kapena mokayikira / zosangalatsa panjira yolakwika kapena kuwonetsa ngati wotsutsa, anthu amaganiza kuti wopanga makanema akupereka ndemanga yolakwika pa izo. Koma nthawi zina, khalidweli limangokhala chiwerewere ndipo zimangokhala kuti ali ndi chiwanda. ”

Kanema wina yense amalumpha molondola kuchokera pazochitika zina mpaka pomwe CJ amayesetsa kuthawa zomwe sankaganiza, ndipo Haxton amakoka malo onse pamodzi Ali ndi diso lakuthwa lomwe limawopseza kupinira wowonerayo pampando wawo.

Jake Robbins amachita bwino ngati CJ Sikuti amangokhala wosewera waluso wokhala ndi mawonekedwe otsogola owoneka bwino koma amatha kuperekanso sewero lomvera komanso lowona mtima chifukwa chodabwitsa komanso chowopsa chimachitika momuzungulira. Chiwonetsero chachikondi chomwe amagawana ndi Ian Lerch (Hunter) chimapangitsa chidwi chake kukhala chololera komanso kukongola kwazovuta zake. Mutha kumva kuti Hunter amafunika kukhudzidwa ndikukhudzidwa ndi munthu wina komanso CJ's yoteteza komanso yolamulira.

Kanemayo ndiyenera kuwona kwa owongoka komanso owonera omwewo. Omwe amagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha amakhala kutali ndi malingaliro olakwika, ngakhale atakumana modzidzimutsa kwambiri. Komabe, ndianthu ndi zolephera zonse zaumunthu zomwe zimabwera ndi chikhalidwe chathu.

"Usikuuno Ndiwe" azisewera ngati gawo la malo owopsa ku Chikondwerero cha kanema cha FilmOut ku San Diego pa June 10, 2017 kuyambira 10 pm!

Usikuuno Ndiwe (Kanema Wamfupi Wa Gay) kuchokera Dominic Haxton on Vimeo.