Chivomerezo imasakanikirana ndi ziwopsezo zamaganizidwe am'magulu osokoneza bongo komanso kutulutsa ziwonetsero zolimba kuti apange nkhani yovuta yokhala ndi zotsatirapo zanzeru. Kanemayo amatsatira Joel, wojambula komanso bambo, pomwe akulimbana ndi schizophrenia komanso imfa yomvetsa chisoni ya mkazi wake. Joel amapanga zokwanira kuti aphedwe pantchito yake yamasiku onse ndipo amayenera kupitilizabe kuwonekera ndi wodwala matenda ake kuti awonetsetse kuti angasunge mwana wawo wamwamuna, Mason. Pamene ansembe awiri amabwera kunyumba kwake ndipo Mason ayamba kuchita zachilendo, Joel amafotokozedwanso kuti mwina mwana wake wagwidwa, ndipo monyinyirika ayenera kusankha ngati ndi nthawi yoyesa kutulutsa ziwanda. 

Wolemba / director Pearry Teo avomereza kuti nthawi zonse amakhala ndi chidwi pakuwona pakati pa sayansi, matenda amisala, chikhulupiriro, ndi chipembedzo, zonse zomwe zimagwira gawo lofunikira pazochitika za Chivomerezo. Teo anati: "Kalelo, matenda a schizophrenia asanakhale mankhwala odziwika, anthu ankakhulupirira kuti ali ndi ziwanda." "Chifukwa chake ndidachita chidwi ndi izi. Ndikuganiza, matenda angati sanapezebe mpaka pano? ”

Pamene lingaliroli limakula, Teo adaganiza zobweretsa zovuta komanso zotsutsana za chiwerewere. Ankafuna kupanga kanema yomwe sinali yolumikizana ndi mafupa, kubwerera mmbuyo, kukuwa, kutulutsa ziwanda. 

Mizu ya kanemayo idafalikira kudzera pakuwona umunthu, psychology, ndi kumvera ena chisoni. "Ngakhale anthu ambiri amaganiza kuti ndi kanema wotulutsa ziwanda, sitikuwona zamakanema ambiri mufilimuyi," a Teo adalongosola, "Zimakhudza kwambiri za mnyamata yemwe akuthana ndi zochitika za kutulutsa ziwanda, kuposa zenizeni ziwanda. ”

"Ndimamva ngati nthawi zambiri m'mafilimu owopsa, amangoyang'ana kwambiri kuwopsa, kotero amaiwala chifukwa chomwe anthu nthawi zina amakonda kuwonera kanema ndikulowa, kutuluka, ndikuphunzira china kapena kutenga china chake kuchokera pamenepo. ” anapitiliza Teo, “Ndipo ndi zomwe ndikuyembekeza, chifukwa Chivomerezo, ndikuti anthu amatha kupeza kena kake. Amawona china chake, amawona china chake. Ndipo mwina ali ndi njira yatsopano yokambirana zinthu zina. ”

Teo si mlendo pakanema wowopsa; wapanga kabudula ndi mitundu ingapo kuyambira 2002. "Ndikuganiza kuti ndikamakula, ndimakhala ngati, he, tiyeni tiwapatse china chake osati chowopsa chokha. Ndiye cholinga changa. ” Ndi projekiti yake yatsopano kwambiri, Teo adapeza mwayi wowonetsa kuti pangakhale zowopsa zambiri kuposa kungothamanga, kukuwa, komanso kupundula anthu. "Ziyenera kukhala ndi zochulukira," adatero, "ndipo ndikuganiza kuti kupanga Chivomerezo zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri chifukwa ndimamva kuti iyi ndi galimoto yoti ndichitire izi. ”

Kuthandiza kukhazikitsa nthano yosasokoneza, zonse ndi malo, malo, malo. Teo adazindikira kufunikira kopeza nyumba yoyenera kuchitira nkhondoyi. Pofufuza nyumba ya Joel, anali ndi chinthu chimodzi m'malingaliro; "Ndinkafuna kuti anthu ayang'ane ndikupita, sizowopsa, koma pali china chake chokhudza izi."

Chodabwitsa, adapeza malo abwino odzaza ndi anthu odabwitsa komanso okayikitsa. "Ndidawona chodabwitsa kwambiri mnyumbayo kulibe ngakhale ndikuyika kamera yanga, sindinathe kuwonekera," adalongosola Teo, "Panali zipinda zitatu, masitepe omwe sanapite kulikonse, panali bafa ndi inali ndi zenera lalikulu, ndipo zenera limatsogoza kukonde ... ngati, lodabwitsa, lodabwitsa, zinthu. ” 

Mwachilengedwe, kwa Teo, anali wopambana. “Ndinali ngati, sindikudziwa kuti ndi chiyani, koma ndimakonda. Izi ndi izi. Ndiye ameneyu. ” 

Kuyimba kumodzi kuchokera kwa wopanga wake kunawulula zakudabwitsa zakale zomwe zimafotokoza zonse; "Kuyambira zaka za m'ma 1920, ndipo pomwe anali kuvala zovala, adandiwonetsa kuti inali ndi manambala odabwitsa onsewa." Lingaliro lake linali loti nyumba yomangidwa modabwitsa iyi kale inali nyumba yachigololo yosaloledwa. "Ndipo kenako bafa linali lomveka - linali ndi zenera lowonera. Ndipo zipinda ziwirizi zinali zomveka chifukwa mwina ndi komwe amasonkhanirapo. Ndipo panali khitchini imodzi yodabwitsa komanso zonsezi, "akukumbukira Teo," Ndipo m'njira zina, inali nyumba yolemetsa kwambiri kukhalamo, ndipo idawonjezerapo. "

Zachidziwikire, chifukwa mawonekedwe a Joel ndi waluso waluso, nyumbayo idayenera kudzazidwa ndi zojambulajambula zoyenera. Teo ndimakonda wamkulu wa ojambula aku Mexico Emil Melmoth, Yemwe ntchito yake imayang'ana kuzama kwamdima komanso macabre. Imeneyi inali kamvekedwe kabwino chabe ka nyumbayi yosagwirizana. Ziboliboli zokongoletsa zokongoletsa zimakongoletsa chipinda chilichonse, kuyamika pepala lokhala ndi mizere yayitali lomwe limakweza masitepe, ndikukumbutsa mtundu wina wamasewera apamwamba opotoka. 

"Awa anali malingaliro odabwitsa omwe ndinali nawo oti Joel amayesera kuti malowa akhale" abwino "kwa mwana wake," a Teo adatinso, "Akuganiza, ndikupangitsa kuti zisangalatse, ngati zikondwerero, koma m'maluso a Joel zikondwererozo ndi mdima basi. ”

Ndikuseka mwachidwi, Teo akupitiliza kuti, "Mnyamatayo amakonda mwana wake kwambiri, koma amangoti ... sangathe luso. Koma ukaganiza, zimakhala zosangalatsa komanso zabwino. ” Iye akuvomereza kuti, "Ndikuganiza kuti kapangidwe kanyumbayo kadzetsa mafunso ena kuchokera kwa anthu."

Koma zikafika pamalo owopsa komanso kuwopsa kwadzidzidzi, zokongoletsa zokha sizingachite. Nyumbayo yadzala ndi ziwanda zomwe zimalowa ndikutuluka pamaso pa Joel, zomwe zimamupangitsa kuti akayikire ngati zomwe akuwonazo zilidi zenizeni. Teo ndi gulu lake adaganiza kuti zotsatira zabwino ndiyo njira yabwino kwambiri yopangira zoopsa zina zapadera.  

"Ndinkafuna kupanga chiwanda chomwe sichinamveke ngati chaphokoso, chifukwa chake ndidayamba kuyang'ana tanthauzo langa lonena za Hell," adatero Teo, "Mu nthano zachikhristu - popeza tikugwiritsa ntchito nthano zachikhristu - Gahena ili ngati kusungunuka mphika. Waponyedwa mu sulfure ndi moto, nanga bwanji ngati chiwanda ichi chikatuluka chomwe chimawoneka ngati miyoyo yonse isungunuka pamodzi. ”

Anangokhala ndi lamulo limodzi pakupanga ziwanda zake: opanda maso. “Ndikuganiza kuti maso amangopereka. Ndichinthu chimodzi chomwe ndikuganiza kuti chimaphwanya chinyengo, ndikuwona chiwanda chowopsa kenako ndikuwona maso. ” adaseka. 

Pamodzi ndi zomwe zachitika, Teo adafufuza ndikugwiritsa ntchito luso kuti athandizire kanema. “Ndinali kufunsa ndikuphunzira za momwe amisala amawonera zinthu; zinthu monga kuwala kovulaza maso awo, kapena nthawi zina amayamba kuwona mitundu ikuvina mozungulira. Sachita kuyerekezera zinthu m'maganizo ayi, koma amakhala ndi malingaliro, "adatero Teo," Chifukwa chake sindinganene motsimikiza kuti umu ndi momwe akatswiri amisala amawonera zinthu, chifukwa dziwe langa lofufuzira ndilaling'ono kwambiri. Koma kuchokera pazomwe ndidasonkhanitsa, komanso zomwe ndaphunzira ndi anyamatawa, ine ndi DP wanga tidayamba kupanga njira yatsopano yosonyezera izi. Ndipo tili ndi kamera yapadera yomwe timayikonzera. ”

Pofuna kusintha, Teo ndi gulu lake anatenga loko ya mandala kunja kwa kamera, kuti mandulo asakwane kwenikweni ndi kamera. Adafotokoza mwatsatanetsatane kuti, "Mufunika munthu m'modzi wogwira kamera ndi wina wogwira mandala. Munthu wachitatu amawala pakatikati pa kamera. ”

Monga Teo amafotokozera, chimango chilichonse chimakhala ndi njira yofiira, yobiriwira komanso yabuluu. “Titawombera, tinachedwetsa nthawi yanjira yofiira ndi yobiriwira. Ndiye ngati mutatenga filimu ndikusuntha chimango chimodzi, kuchedwetsa, ndiye kuti mutenganso ina, ndikuchedwetsani mafelemu awiri. ” Izi zimapangitsa mitundu ina kutuluka magazi panthawi yakusuntha, ndizotsatira zoyipa. “Ngati tingachedwetse, wosewerayo amakhala chete osawona zotsatira zake. Koma akayamba kusuntha, akamayenda kwambiri, zimayamba kuwoneka bwino kwambiri. ”

Kuti akwaniritse tanthauzo lakumasukika, adatembenukira kumapangidwe amawu. “Tinayamba kuwona nyimbo zomwe zinali zoopsa kwambiri. Chifukwa chake ngati muwonera kanema, mumva zinthu ngati momwe mphete za Saturn zimamvekera. Tidatenga mawu kuchokera pamenepo, "adakumbukira," Panalinso gulu loboola ku Norway lomwe lidalemba zomwe amalingalira kuti ndizolira kuchokera kumoto. "

Osakhutitsidwa ndi mawu omangira zingwe ndi kukuwa, adagwiritsanso ntchito a Mtundu wa Shepard kuti alowe kumene mumatumbo a omvera; “Pogwirizanitsa zonsezi, tinatha kupanga zovuta kwambiri. Tikumanga ndipo tikugwiritsa ntchito nyimbo ndi mawu kuti tingolowa mumtima mwanu, "a Teo adati," Chifukwa chake tikuyang'ana zinthu zamtundu uliwonse - zamaganizidwe - komanso zowoneka kuti tiyese kutero sangalalani ndi filimuyi. ” 

Ngakhale Teo adalowerera kwambiri mdziko lapansi pakupanga makanema kuyambira zaka 22, adakulira m'mabanja achikhristu okhwima ndipo adaletsedwa kuwonera kanema wawayilesi. “Ndikuganiza kuti anthu ambiri amati, o, amuna, zomwe zimayamwa. Simunawonerere makanema pambuyo pake m'moyo, ”adavomereza," ndidazindikira kuti ndidalidi ndi mwayi, chifukwa malingaliro anga onse adangokhalako ndekha, osatengeka ndi chilichonse. " 

Amakumbukira mwachidwi nthawi yoyamba yomwe adatuluka ndi anzawo ali mwana kuti akawonere kanema wawo woyamba m'malo owonetsera. Poyembekezera zolemba, adasankha kuwona zamtsogolo zamatsenga Khwangwala. Kanemayo akayamba, moyo wa Teo sudzakhala chimodzimodzi. "Izi zidasintha moyo wanga wonse."

 

Pamafunso ena ochokera ku TADFF, onani zokambirana zathu ndi Brett ndi Drew Pierce for Wachisoni.