Nditayamba kukonzekera a Kukondwerera Mwezi Wonyada mu 2018 chifukwa cha mantha, ndimadziwa kuti mitengo inali yayikulu, komanso ndimadziwa kuti maubwino ake sangakhale osawerengeka. Chaka choyamba chinali chovuta, osati pakukonzekera kokha, komanso pakuphedwa ndipo mwatsoka kuchuluka kwakubwerera komwe ndidalandira pafupifupi nkhani zonse zomwe ndidasindikiza.

Komabe, ndinali wodzipereka ku mfundo zomwe ndinapanga kuyambira pachiyambi. Kuphatikiza, kuwonekera, kuyimira, ndi kufanana, pambuyo pa zonse, sizikuwoneka ngati zochuluka kufunsa.

Kupita kokonzekera chaka chino, mantha anali adakalipo ndipo ngakhale ndidadziperekanso pazomwe ndimachita, ndidzavomereza kuti manja anga anali kunjenjemera pomwe ndimakonzekera kulemba nkhani yolengeza chaka chathu chachiwiri cha Mwezi Wodzikuza Wowopsa.

Apanso, panali kubwerera kumbuyo komweko, ngakhale ndinali wokondwa kuwona kuti sikunali pafupi ndi gawo lomwe tidakumana nalo chaka chatha.

Pamene ndimayamba kutumiza zokambirana ndi opanga makanema osiyanasiyana, ochita zisudzo, ndi zina zambiri zomwe ndimakhala ndikugwira ntchito kwa miyezi ingapo komanso zolemba zomwe zidalemba mbiri yakukhala modzidzimutsa, mayankho ochokera kwa owerenga athu adagawika.

Pa nkhani iliyonse, andinamizira kuti ndimapanga "zinthu zina" kapena ndimakankhira ndale munthu wina, koma ndinayambanso kuona zomwe zidayamba kundikhudza mtima chifukwa pafupifupi nkhani iliyonse pamakhala ndemanga yokhayokha yochokera kwa wina yemwe anangoti, "Zikomo."

Mchitidwewu unapitilira ku ma DM kuchokera kwa alendo omwe ndidalandira mwezi wonse. Ambiri anali ochokera kwa achikulire koma ndinali ndi banja kuchokera kwa achinyamata omwe adatenga nthawi kuti andilondolere pawailesi yakanema, kachiwiri, kungoti zikomo pazomwe ndimalemba.

Ndinadabwa izi kwakanthawi. Zachidziwikire, ndinali wokondwa kuti anthu anali kuvomereza kulembedwaku, koma sindinakhalepo mpaka nditakhala mlendo pa podcast kumapeto kwa mwezi uno pomwe zidandigwera kuti zikomo izi ndizokwaniritsa lonjezo kuti Ndinapanga kuyambira pachiyambi.

Mukudziwa, ambiri sanatanthauze zambiri. Iwo anati, "zikomo" ndipo ndizo zonse, ndipo ndikuvomereza kuti ndikakumbukira tsopano, ndiyenera kuti ndinali wolimba kwambiri kuti ndisamvetsetse tanthauzo lake. Sikuti amangondithokoza chifukwa cholembawo; anali akundithokoza chifukwa chowaona, komanso nthawi yomweyo chifukwa cholemba nkhope yanga pazolemba zanga ndikuwoneka.

Ndinakambirana pakati pausiku ndi iHorror Editor-in-Chief komanso wondilangiza pafupipafupi, a Timothy Rawles, ndipo ndidamuuza kuti ndidadabwitsidwa ndikuchita mantha ndi mphamvu yamawu osavuta.

Timothy ali ndi njira yochepetsera mwachangu. Sindikudziwa ngati ndi chifukwa chakuti wakhala zaka zambiri akugwira ntchito ya utolankhani kapena ngati ndi chifukwa chakuti ndi Scorpio.

"Sukuchita izi chifukwa chothokoza," anandiuza, ndipo dziko linazungulira m'mutu mwanga pang'ono.

Nditayamba ulendo wokapanga chikondwerero cha Mwezi Wonyada, ndidakhazikitsa mfundo zinayi m'malingaliro mwanga ndikuzivala ngati zida monga ndidalemba ndikufalitsa nkhani iliyonse, koma ngati ngwazi yomwe idakwera kulimbana ndi gulu lankhondo lopanda ma troll popanda chisoti chake, ndinali nditaiwala chida changa chachikulu.

Chonde mvetsetsani, ndikuthokoza kwambiri munthu aliyense yemwe amathandizira mndandandawu chifukwa cha makanema awo, mawu awo, ndikudzipereka kwawo pantchito yofanana, koma chifukwa ndimadziona kuti ndine mlembi wodala kwambiri yemwe amakhulupirira nkhani zawo, Sindinaganizepo zothokoza omvera anga motere kapena kuti iwonso adzandiyamikire.

Ndinalankhulapo za ndemanga zabwinozo pamapulogalamu m'mbuyomu koma sizinandimenyepo mpaka masiku ochepa apitawa. Monga ndidanenera kale, ndimatha kukhala wandiweyani nthawi zina.

Chifukwa chake, ndikutseka Mwezi Wachiwiri Wodzikuza Wopambana, Ndikufuna ndikulankhula ndi owerenga athu mwachindunji ndikuyamba kunena, kuchokera pansi pamtima wanga wachikulire, zikomo.

Zikomo chifukwa chowonekera. Zikomo powerenga. Zikomo chifukwa chogawana ndi kupereka ndemanga ndikupereka mawu anu pazokambiranazi.

Chotsatira, ndikufuna kuti mudziwe china chake chomwe ndikuwona kuti ndichofunika. Ndikukuwonani. Ndawona ena mwa mayina anu mobwerezabwereza, akuyankha ndikuyankhapo pazolemba zomwe zidasindikizidwa mwezi uno.

Simuli wopanda nkhope kwa ine. Ndinu ofunikira. Palibe kanema, buku, penti, nkhani, kapena mtundu wina uliwonse wofotokozera wopanda omvera kuti alandire, ndipo ndikukuthokozaninso chifukwa chochita nawo Mwezi Wonyada.

Pali omwe adzayese kukutseketsani m'miyoyo yanu yonse. Mukudziwa izi komanso inenso, koma kuwonekera, kuimirira, ndikupangitsa kuti mawu anu amveke, ngakhale pongonena ndemanga kapena kugawana malingaliro anu pokambirana ndi gawo lofunikira pakukula.

Kwa iwo omwe amatsutsana ndi nkhanizi, omwe safuna kukhalapo kwawo, ndipo omwe amawona Kunyada ngati masewera olimbitsa thupi oyenera, zikomo. Mukadakhala kuti munandiuza zomwe ndili ndi zaka za m'ma 20 zomwe mwanena pano, ndikadangobwerera mumdima nditaweramitsa mutu, koma sindine munthu ameneyo.

Tsopano, amandipatsa mphamvu. Ndikumbutseni chifukwa Ndikumenyera kufanana mmbali zonse za moyo onse a banja langa lachifumu, ndipo popeza owerenga athu andipatsa zida zomaliza zomwe ndikufunikira, ndine wokonzeka kwambiri.

Kunyada sikungokhala chikondwerero cha mwezi umodzi. Kunyada ndichinthu chomwe chimakhala mkati mwa munthu aliyense wachikazi padziko lapansi tsiku lililonse, ngakhale m'malo omwe kulangidwa kwawo ndikumwalira. Ngati mukuganiza kuti kuopseza kwanu kopanda pake komanso kunyoza kuthetsa zokambiranazi, ndiye kuti simukudziwa gulu lathunthu.

Zaka XNUMX zapitazo, apolisi analowa mumzinda wa Stonewall Inn mumzinda wa New York. Zinachitika kangapo koma pali nthawi zochepa chabe zomwe mungakankhidwe musanabwerere m'mbuyo, ndipo m'mawa kwambiri chipolowe chidayamba ndi mfumukazi zonyamula ndi kutulutsa azimayi achikuda omwe amatsogolera omwe adatenga njerwa, miyala, zilizonse amakhoza kupeza ndikuti, "Zokwanira."

Atalimbikitsidwa ndi banja lawo lachifumu, khamu lonselo linatsatira zomwezo, ndipo gulu linabadwa.

Bungweli lati sitingakakamizidwenso mumithunzi. Ndife anthu ndipo ndife oyenera kulandira ufulu wofanana ndi wina aliyense. Tili pano, ndipo sitichoka. Ili ndiye dziko lathu lapansi monga momwe liliri lanu.

Ndipo koposa zonse, sitidzakhalanso chete.

Ndimakonda kuganiza kuti mphamvu zomwe zidakwezedwa usikuwo sizinathe. Yakula pamene mawu atsopano aliwonse akuwonjezeredwa m'deralo, ndipo imapatsa munthu aliyense wanzeru padziko lapansi mphamvu zodziyimira pawokha, monyadira komanso ndi cholinga.

Chifukwa chake, ndikutseka Mwezi Wodzikuza wa 2019, ndikuthokoza banja lathu lachifumu lomwe, usiku womwewo, linayambitsa chisokonezo, ndipo ndimalonjeza kawiri kwa owerenga anga.

Nambala 1: Chifukwa Mwezi Wodzitukumula watha sizitanthauza kuti kufalitsa kwanga kuyima. Ndipitiliza kuunikira gulu la LGBTQ pamalo oopsa. Ndipitiliza kuthandizira opanga, ndi owerenga athu onse kunjaku.

Nambala 2: Mwezi Wodzikuza Kwambiri nditero bwererani ku 2020 koma ndi cholinga china chowonjezeredwa ku mantra yathu: Kuphatikiza, Kuwonekera, Kuyimira, Kufanana, ndi Chiyamiko.